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About Me Member Mad Scientist Sarah RuthFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 8 Months
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"you'd be surprised how little i knew, even up to yesterday."
~Jack Kerouac.


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lately.

Wed Oct 21, 2009, 12:00 PM
my relationship with my boyfriend has hit a big snag, it seems. 10 months of betrayal hitting you all at once will do that. and finding out that all the people you have surrounded yourself with knew about it, but decided to keep it from you anyway. it's tough. i find that reworking the past, and in my head switching all the "YOU'RE WRONG"s to "YOU'RE RIGHT"s is the most devastating part.

i love him but i'm not sure i can stay in this relationship. we're on a break right now, and yes, i miss him. yes, i'm lonely. but i've been lonely a lot while *in* in this relationship, and i think that is far more depressing.


so i don't know what to do. i'm going to give it a little more time, but not much. i don't want to be hurt anymore.

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